im losing sumone rite now.. uh damn! These few months hidup aku agak serabut dan kelam kabut.. thanks to my sis who alwiz b wit me no matter in what happen.. thanks God for giving me such a great sis like her.. hmm.. dah lama pon aku tak update blog nih.. kepada sesiapa yg sentiasa mengambil berat dan membaca blog aku nih.. terima kasih bebanyak.. aku pon lately asyik demam jer.. haze.. ni pon batuk tak elok lagi.. tender makin byk kt opis aku ni.. sabtu ahad pon kena keja.. tp aku tak kisah, bile byk keja aku takde masa nk pikir masalah peribadi yg makin menyesakkan jiwa raga aku. Firstly aku nak ucapkan tahniah pada kwn2 sekolah aku yg telah menjejakkan kaki ke alam perkahwinan baru2 ni.. Hasmah & pasangan.. sori aku tak dpt datang wedding ko sbb aku bz ngan keja.. Arol & Zura, semoga ikatan perkahwinan korang kekal hingga ke anak cucu. Kepada Yati.. Tahniah di atas kelahiran baby girl sulung ko.. hmm.. nampak gayanya tak lama lagi Mala (7 months), Faradila (7 months) & Yana (5 months) akan menyusul.. Yani ko bile lak nak kawen? Jaja dlm perancangan untuk bertunang.. Opss.. lupe plak.. tahniah pada adik tiri lelaki aku yang melangsungkan majlis pertunangan hari ni.. nak sama ngan Siti Nurhaliza plak.. hehe.. tak lupe juga sepupu aku yang akan melangsungkan majlis pertunangan pada hari sabtu ni plak.. Sana Sini sibuk ngan majlis2 pertunangan dan pernikahan.. tp jodoh aku pulak yg terputus di tengah jalan.. takpe, aku terima dengan hati yg terbuka dan redha dengan ketentuan yang Tuhan dah tetapkan untuk aku.. mungkin mmg bukan jodoh aku dengan 'si dia'. Tapi aku juga tidak menolak kemungkinan kami akan bertemu semula.. Time will tell.. Life is unpredictable.. Pesanan aku pada 'si dia'.. "awak buat keputusan yang tepat untuk masa depan awak. sy pasti, kalau ada jodoh awak akan kembali semula disisi saya.. Alhamdulillah, perpisahan kita tiada sengketa. Semoga awak bahagia.. "

Malam semalam aku telah diberi peluang untuk menonton bangsawan secara percuma di Istana Budaya.. hehehe.. aku memang tak nk melepaskan peluang tengok Ako Mustafa secara live.. korang tau kan cite yg duk kecoh2 dalam paper tuh.. NAGA CHINI.. tima kasih bebanyak pada PikaMerah sebab die ler yg kasi tiket tuh.. die mmg tau aku minat giler kat Ako.. Aku bawak kak cik ngan member sorang.. BF? hmm.. mmg ler boyfren, dah die lelaki kan.. kalo aku bawak pompuan jadi ler gulfren.. tak gitu.. ehehehe.. pape pon tima kasih sekali lagi pada sume yang join malam tuh.. korang sume da update ke FP? mecih lagik yer PIKA.. bersusah payah menghantar gambar2 yg banyak giler nih.. hehe..

p/s: ei.. nad tido lena giler tau sbb dpt amik gmbr ngan Ako.. lalalalala

Monday Morning Drive to Colmar, Bukit Tinggi.. Another great moment that i spend with my friends.. so much fun.. Thanks for Pika & Wan, Oren & Fiancee, Pyan & Sue, Tottt & Zana, Diyana & Sis, Trojen & Fiancee, RedGiant & Family, Mr. P & Raymee, Epul & Family, Mie & Sizuqha and last but not least Ajoi & Faizal for your precious time. From the Japanesse Garden to Bowling Match.. hehehe.. korang memang da bomb!

hey guyz..its been almost 3 months i didnt update this FP..
bcoz i did open new blog.. y? http://nadyasreallife.blogspot.com/
huhuhu.. i dun have a lot of pic 2 share wit u guyz..
i'll update later for nu pic of me..

dis new blog is 4 me to express ma self with no voice..
all ma happiness and sadness are written in dat blog..

jeng jeng jeng... hehhehe.. my besh pren, oren nak bertunang ari ahad nih.. dah sampai seru ler tuh nampak nya.. semoga hubungan kalian akan kekal hingga ke jinjang pelamin..

quote from ohhrasaoren blog : Sunday, 18/12/2006. Is the moment where the new chapter of my life gonna start. I'll will be engaged to the person that I loved for past 6 years. There's alot of thing happened between us and thanks to God for letting us still be together till today. And all I hope, this moment will be the point for us to make a better life together. Amin.

aku pening giler lately.. bukan masalah keja.. tp kebanyakan nyer sume masalah peribadi... aku cube sibuk kan diri aku dengan kerja.. tp aku ttp tak leh lupakan 'dia'. makin aku cube jauhkan diri, makin dekat 'dia' dengan aku... aku sedar yang 'die' tak kan jadi milik aku yg terindah lagi..

It gets harder everyday, there's no one left to speak..my own prob wif no one will understand how i feel.. Lord, dont make me cry, cuz this love dont feel so right.. im the one who should walk away from his life.. im the one who makes his life so miserable.. im sorry sayang.. i know it's hurt.. its true when sometimes love is addiction but sometimes love is hurts like hell.. gimme the strength to face the reality.. I wish my heart, my soul, my hope and my dreams still with me..

... special dedicated to the one i loved...

" Im lost in the storm of yellow sand,
Don't make me cry because I want to forget,
I leave it behind and move on...

Know it but I don't want to hear it,
Time will tell don't want to remember it,
His voice might just be a mirage,

The song I hear in my head,
Can only bring me tragedy,
I know I still love him
But does he still love me?

There's somebody, who could love me more than you do...
But I sit here and count sand...
All alone 'cuz I'm juz in love with you,

The desert sand is full of tears,
And still I walk the storm alone,
Wondering, like a dream, but I need more
This never ending search, I'm on...

My heart all cried out,
Please tell me, what I wanna know is the truth you see,
I'm afraid of asking who you really love,
Because I know, that the answer might not be me,
I tried to smile and forget
But from that day I've been
I lost in the storm...

My love.. im gonna be strong,
I'll smile and say,
Don't you worry it's fine..
Say a lil prayer for you,
If you're happy, im happy for you..."

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Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth

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